How do you place hope, faith, love, and trust in a God who makes your life feel like a cosmic joke?
A God who screws you over repeatedly when all you did was pray desperately for things to be okay and they end up with the worst possible outcomes. A supposedly benevolent being who lets you have a glimpse of what being happy should feel like until you are brave enough to think that the world is a good place only to quickly snatch everything away again.
How do you let this person do this again and again, but still hang onto this "fact" that God is good, simply because you were brainwashed with it growing up?
How come nobody has an answer for me that makes sense?
About Me
- Quynh likes to dance crazy
- I have tons of issues. This is where I talk about them. This is where I will be weird, sappy, insecure, maybe even really fucked up. Who knows. I like to take photos, make short films with friends, drink, dance, scream at the top of my lungs, read, hug, and try weird foods. I have been trying to find God just to have a conversation with him for the past 9 years. No such luck. I like to shop at NY and Co.
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