Wednesday, October 14, 2009

cold rainy mornings

lily is watching little einsteins and singing along to the theme song.
kels & i are about to go pick up some milk and find a small birthday present for greg.

life is good.

i feel my heart beating. i have a mild anxiety and only a little bit of dread in the pit of my stomache. but i have something else too. that weird glimmer of hope.

i am excited about living my life today, pain be damned.

one day i will wake up and there will be no pain at all.

through it all there is one major difference that wasnt there even a month ago: a stubborn will to live

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