Thursday, October 1, 2009

Scary

For the past few days I have been in shock.

I am actually here. Like, really. *HERE*

I am not detached, watching things happen, going through motions without thinking...

Life is here. I'm in the middle of it.

It's terrifying, but I am also thrilled. It is similar to being on a roller coaster for the first time, which is really a bad example because I despise roller coasters.
The point is that I am really experiencing my life for the first time in since I can remember.

I'm seeing everything and more importantly I am allowing myself to feel it.

Everything feels so new.

Wish me luck.

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