the family & friends have been fed.
everything that had survived the swarm of locusts is now safely tucked away in aluminum foil & plastic containers.
they have all left, tipsy, full, and glad to be done with that obligatory family time we have during the holidays.
i am now about to sit down & study until the adderall quits and i pass out.
this is an addiction i can get used to. i am hyperactive only in my head instead of feeling the urge to move around constantly. i get so much done in a small amount of time.
i dont have to sleep.
i feel myself moving much faster than i should and the crash is inevitable. i know it cant be avoided, as with all chemical addictions. i just hope it wont come til after i can attach Dr. to my last name, and fuck the rest.
i've thought about that quote, what good is it when a man gains the world and loses his soul.
well i dont give a damn.
i want the world.
i want it all.
even if i have to sell my soul to get it.
and for a big enough take home pay, i will sell out.
fuck everything else.
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