Tuesday, March 29, 2011

heartbeats

things were going so well for the past few months i nearly forgot how broken & dysfunctional i can be.

oh well... i was blissful for several months, which is the longest stretch of being happy that i can remember. it was nice while it lasted.

now i am sitting up at 5 in the morning, having serious anxiety, not breathing correctly, with my heartbeat pounding in my ears.

i want to go back to being chilled out & blissfully ignorant again.

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