Wednesday, December 22, 2010

state of mind

I don't feel like I'm in the right state of mind. Everything is hazy and I don't know anything anymore.

Fuck the holidays. Nothing good ever comes from the holidays, only horrible repressed memories.
Just fuck it all.

I'm feeling really tired & cold. And most of all, I feel alone. I am surrounded by people and I smile and joke and participate but I will never stop feeling alone.
A certain someone was right. We're bipolar. We'll live alone and we'll die alone.

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